I know exactly how u feel. Here is Yoga girl the soul of a witch the fire of a lioness the heart of a hippie the mouth of a sailor retro shirt, we have a group called the council on aging they provide services for seniors and disabled. Unfortunately for me, they start at 60 but I’m working on it. Please check into ur nearby churches and programs they may provide rides to shop and get u out on regular basis. I was stranded for 8 months and the absolute worst was begging for rides and if I got them I had to run in fast get what I just barely needed. I don’t have a fast option any longer it broke 7 years ago and costs way too much if I could have it fixed! But please check those programs out. They have a lot of programs for seniors. Everyone is so positive and happy. It is a wonderful place to go to.