That’s how my family thinks of me. When I’m growing they will predict that I can’t be successful because of something they seen about me without Turtle jingle shells Christmas shirt. They always discourage me. And it hurts me so much. But I persevere through the help of my closest friends ive gained my self esteem again that my family deprived me. Because they always thinks I’m the BLACJ SHEEP.  I can’t be successful. I won’t tell you what my father said to me while I was growing up. But let’s just say that no daughter should ever hear those words from her father’s mouth and mother’s also, Amanda.