It’s so good Passenger instructions press em’ here and hang on tight shirt and I wish I could move somewhere better but I can’t. This is my life and I just have to deal with it. So I try to look my best all the time. My Mom taught me that. If you look good you feel better. It’s very true. I’m so sorry. I’ve had it very similar. So I understand. I wish you were near me. We could go out and we would have a wonderful time sending lots of love and understanding your way. And if you friend request me we will be able to at least chat. Sometimes that’s really good. It can and has made the difference between life and death sometimes. Love and hugs to you! I always used to dress to impress, took care of myself and tried my best to look and feel good. But in the last few years, I’ve developed an illness.