I remember my life before you came. It was a cycle of girls and mistakes, love them in the evening and hate them when morning comes. It feels like a cage. It feels like an endless maze. I was lost and empty. Yes, before you came I was doing well in everything, with my job, career, my Jameson wine If I’m drunk It’s my sister’s faults shirt, etc. But for times that I am alone, my heart feels like its looking for a missing piece, its looking for joy that you can not find in alcohol, money, whips, kicks and things that I like the most. I talked to God about it, and trusted his perfect timing.