In my family, talking about I’m a simple woman I love game pizza and dog shirt shunned. Therefore, I went out into the world unprepared and became pregnant because of that fact. Lift up your head and be encouraged. Your son has some unresolved issues but prays to the Lord that she will understand that he needs your love and a better relationship with his mother. Your own continuous love for him keep giving it to him he doesn’t realize how much he’s hurt you. I’m also sorry. May God bless you and that one day before it’s too late he will come around we all make mistakes none of us are perfect I also have a son that I haven’t been able to see or find and hopefully they’ll both find us good bless.