I know this post is about friends, but I need to get this out. I rarely post how I feel, on my social media. Because I’m afraid of people saying something like you just want the I am so grumpy i am not even talking to myself shirt. Or suck it up and get over it. I’m afraid of that, because people can be mean. Anyway, right now, I’m not feeling my best. I feel sad, lost, and like nothing in my life is going right and never will go right. And sometimes, I feel like I should just do everyone a favor and end it all. I don’t really know how to make it better.