A waste of time and your conscience will always hound you. I pray for you more than myself. I don’t even know when you started hating me. It was like it happened overnight but it feels like you’ll hate me forever or I’ll never hear I love you mom again before I’m gone. God be with you. If anything was ever to happen to me & if just 1 day after it’s too late when you miss me do me Georgia Bulldogs football diamond heart shirt and don’t blame yourself that we didn’t make up. But know that I’m deeply sorry. Robert I loved you & knew it somehow before I ever got pregnant with you. My last born, my first son. I ask your oldest sister about you often but she says she hardly hears from you.