This is exactly how I felt when I was Facebook Jail inmate 48151623 repeat offender shirt I couldn’t understand why my wife loved me. I couldn’t understand why anyone said I was a good writer (and I still can’t understand it – and because I am a Top Writer, it makes me diminish the significance of being TW and wonder about the judgment of those who selected me). I didn’t see what was any good about my writing, and besides, I never spent any time on it. I just blab it out without thought. I thought I was worthless as a husband, a father and an employee.

I thought I didn’t do any work at Facebook Jail inmate 48151623 repeat offender tshirt and even though my boss said I was the best employee at the position he had ever had, I didn’t (and still don’t) believe that means anything. This is what depression does. It makes us feel useless and noncompetitive and undeserving of anything good in life. Happiness is not to be ours. Nor love, nor success, because we are no good at anything. Being abused in childhood and I was emotionally abused — can make you feel undeserving of anything. I was told I was supposed to be a genius, and save the world, and I was never praised by my parents; never told I was any good.When you’re on meth you can imagine all sorts of things. For example, my ex used to be a very bad “picker”, and he was convinced he had little shards of glass coming out of his skin. He would spend hours in front of a mirror obsessing over them and gauging holes in his back