I am suddenly my own worst enemy in the worst way. I think about it and my father, who i once admired for so long, was the same way of Eeyore I hear you Im just not listening shirt. My mom was too in some ways although she tends to see the unicorns and rainbows. I strive every day to be only her and to cast away the dark part of traits that can help you rise but that can also beat you into self submission that can be overwhelming.