If our youngest theoretically leaves the home at exactly years old, I’ll be in my early 50’s by that point and facing nearly 20 years of disinterest…ridiculous Dogs And Fabric Make Me Happy Quarantine Makes My Head Hurt Coronavirus shirt . Enter this latest work trip: after calling back home multiple times only to hear the same, negative outlook that I left behind, I finally snapped in a rage of resentment. Nothing was going to change anytime soon. This was not a spur of the moment decision to fool around with a random girl one sultry night. I was in anguish over the conscious realization that I had wasted nearly 10 good years of my life beating a dead horse, and it was time that I’d never get back. A non-negotiable drive to have an affair appeared.