Maybe you have every expectation of yourself. I love Canadian Army what is a veteran a veteran whether on active duty discharge retired or on reserve is someone who at one point in their life wrote a blank cheque made payable to Queen and country for an amount up to and including their life that is honour there are way too many people in this country today who no longer understand that fact shirt. So you are missing out on looking at the amazing things you are! Just making another human smile is amazing!! Never ever feel you’re not good enough!! It’s all relative! We are all amazing in our own ways! Look harder and you’ll know. Try to change your mindset, thoughts. Your purpose in life is to have fun or have a pleasant time! With or without talent or passion or whatever. I know how you feel.