Well I’ve now realised that it’s mornings and the Breast Cancer I Hate Morning People And Mornings And People Shirt. When everything is quiet and the house is silent and Chelsea has worked her way on the bed snuggled in the crescent of my belly and legs with my right arm flexed out. She has found herself a little shnook as I listened to her breathing in and out and watch her ribs expand with air and release as she is oblivious to how I feel. Wishing I could get off this round about.