I realized that I hadn’t watched Toby in over a month, so I decided that I could at least go out in a better mood. I put in my headphones, and I had to bite my fist to keep from laughing out loud and the Best Freakin’ Dog Mom Ever Shirt. I laughed myself to sleep, and I had a dream about hanging out with Toby. When I woke up, my family apologized for the fight, and they had made breakfast. That cheered me up for the time being, but I’m still depressed. I love him so much, and if I can tell him that, then I have something to live for. He can make me smile when I cry, even if he’s the reason I’m crying in the first place.